Am I (F18) completely insane for craving this kink with a sloppy, mouth-breathing, grunting, out-of-shape guy who does every single filthy thing on my list? [all ok] [Misogyny, Nonconsent, Dyke]

I’m rarely even in these fantasies myself. So the fact that my brain keeps choosing this kind of man who should be repulsive on paper says a lot. His cock changes in the fantasies — sometimes small, sometimes thick — but the balls are almost always heavy and full, and he usually has foreskin.There’s just something about an unkempt, gross man being the one to do all the horrible, degrading things to me that hits a level of taboo I can’t get enough of anymore. It’s only gotten stronger over the years, and especially these past few months. I’ll admit it openly: my mind is most willing to submit to exactly that type of man.