Does anyone else feel like the odd one out?

I love my friends and the people around me. I wanna make that very clear, but I am seriously missing other trans women in my life (I am friends with a couple, but they tend to hang out in small circles). I go out to bars, and lots of the girls are already in cliques. Like did I somehow miss a memo?

Idk, i guess I’m wondering if others feel left out of transfemme ‘groups’ at all? Like I feel like I need that in my life but I hardly have that to even interact with. I also feel silly about fixating all this cuase I have so much going for me as far as my own development, my social circles and so on - but this feels like something im seriously missing and idk, would be nice to see if others experience the same thing