I catfished on social media apps to see how it felt to talk to girls.

Sorry for my English it’s not my first language but I am a 19 year old man, I’m 195 cm, overweight and over all just very ugly objectively, which means that I never had any sort of romantic relationship with a girl for pretty much my entire life.

This one day I was just feeling like shit, so I just decided to make a new social media and dating app accounts. and I took a pic of some of random guy online who’s the same ethnicity as me.

At some point I started talking to so many girls online, it was literally the best feeling of my life, I had like 30 different girls added in like a week. I know how to talk to people and be funny so it was pretty easy to talk to them, it’s just that unfortunately I just never had the opportunity for a girl to want to speak with me because of my bad looks.

I was so happy that I finally got to experience how amazing it feels to talk to girls, but I also felt really guilty for lying, so I’d always un-add the girls right before things got a little escalated so I didn’t hurt their feelings.

This went on for like 3 weeks before I decided to delete everything and stop this.

I know what I did was wrong, I never wanted to deceive or lie to any girls, but It felt amazing to see what I’ve missed out on my entire life