Aio found my bfs telegram app

So as the title clearly states I went snooping thru my bfs phone, do I feel guilty? Yes, but there is almost 0 emotional safety in my relationship. My bf in fact snapped other women up until a little over a year ago when I threatened to leave when one of his hoe bags added me by mistake on insta then blocked me and kept snapping my bf even after I had repeatedly told him it made me uncomfortable and to stop, well after it stopped, the consistency and the transparency lacked, greatly, tonight and these last few weeks I couldn’t shake something was off. I checked his snap some what, nothing, for some reason an annoying thought said check his texts and there was a telegram text. Regretting not checking for more apps but whatever. So I opened the app after finding it, and voila, two separate occasions right off the bat. One looks to be a one sided convo but she also states at some point she paid her ransom to him, mind you he started the convo with hey, is there a reason we’re messaging other women in the first place? And the other was a girl saying hey what’s up and him saying you sucking my cock and then some thing along the lines of my bf saying to her I guess she’s not his type of woman. I woke him up immediately, because I can’t live in constant anxiety, I have not felt right or calm ever since he hurt me last year. I told him I found his bs and to leave, he started calling me dumb that the accounts are ai, it was a joke and they might actually just be bots, but my issue is he spoke sexually to another individual outside of our relationship, and not just to one person, multiple “bots” how do I actually know these are all bots? I said it would have been ok if it hadn’t spilled into “she wasn’t his type of woman.” Plus there was some deleted accounts and some shit she sent back to him that wasn’t there in the convo so something got deleted at some point. A lot of it is dated for a few months ago or earlier this year. But this is it for me, aio?