I want something like Re:Zero. But with the Subaru equivalent as the villain.

I tried to get into Re:Zero. But, I kept thinking that "The way this story should go is No one ever comforts Subaru. He just dies and comes back to life over until he concludes that there is no escape from suffering, and its best to just set everything on fire and watch it burn." So I guess this is a round about way of asking if you can think of any anime where the main character concludes that suffering is inevitable and decides to make others suffer because misery loves company?