"Give her a second chance please "

Hey guys,so about 2 months ago I broke up with my gf,we lasted 1 year 3 months and I can confidently tell you she is the person I knew I wanted to marry and build a life with.

Along the way I have been noticing some red flags but I used to ignore them..the most sensitive ones I usually made sure I talk to her and understand why she had to make a certain decision or rather why she thought that should be the best.

We've had our share of disagreements and it hasn't been easy. I stayed still.

One thing that really had me re thinking everything is how she is so secretive with her financial matters..I have been providing everything.. she's working too and we stay together but it's very rare for her to do anything like grocery shopping or anything with her money cause I had already done that giving her an opportunity to save more.

I have a weakness when it comes to saving money and so I used to give her money on random days and she could just save it.

I lost my job and the first two months were hell..I won't really go so deep Into the details but my main reason as to why I walked away was because I cant be here knowing I can jump Infront of a train for you but you can't even put out a fire when it's just a small flame.

Building a life requires both parties to be actively available and supportive to the other..it had me thinking of how she uses the relationship to benefit herself or what?

She really drifted away when I was broke and it made sense for me to leave..now I have a new job and she wants to get back to me..she was close with my mom so they talk alot..my mom insists I forgive her and that she has promised to do better..

I feel confused cause she'll maybe just do it again in future..

I really don't know