Apologies for tonight.

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I want to apologize to everyone who was at the Oasis lounge tonight if I creeped them out, that was not my intention. This was my first time there, I'm a single male, I thought that this experience would be a good way to build my confidence up and just try and talk to some people, but as soon as I took off my shirt, its like I was a kid again. Terrified of talking to anyone, my head was telling me that everyone was looking at me and judging me when I know they weren't.

Usually I get aroused very easily, but not tonight, my heart was racing too fast to feel any arousal. The entire night I just kept on moving room to room, hoping that I could find the courage to talk to someone, or at least calm my heart rate down.

The place was amazing, the people there were very happy and talkative, this is a bad experience that I created by diving into something I really wasn't ready for.

So again, apologies to everyone who felt uncomfortable in my presence, you won't see me again.