Okay love u bai

My family is in town this weekend. I finally have them in my city!!! I’ve been sober lately (for the most part). But tonight I hit the pen, and before that I had quite a few gin and tonics (all the lime); I feel good.

You know, you’ve had me in a chokehold since Feb - actually, last June if we’re rly keeping count - the circumstances… everything that happened between you and me.

Your pain.
My pain.

I can’t help but think if things would have gone down differently last summer; if I made a left instead of a right, would you be here right now next to me?

I wish I navigated it differently; I wish you did too.

Anyways, I have a rly cute outfit planned for tomorrow, and I’m very excited. I think you’d like it. I know you’re thinking of me too - you can continue to pretend you’re not, but we both know, babe.