My interactions with 'them' are the brightest moments of my life

I'm just blown away everytime. My mind is blown, my spirit feels split wide open, in a very good way but wow. And then to think I have to go to work tomorrow, like all the other times I have after experiencing something with them, with my mind blown, like I've been hit with a brick I'm stomped, but in a very good way. My reality breaks everytime I put it a bit together that I just don't put it together anymore. I'm in awe and not to be able to share this with most people around me is just wild. I feel so alone in this i wish this is a norm where we all celebrate it and welcome it.

Sorry if I don't make much sense. Just wow.