I have RT IKYK I'm just trying to keep it mod safe. After a failed medical abortion I've been bleeding for two months straight. I had an ultrasound appointment after hounding my female doctors about the heavy bleeding. The ultrasound tech said I had to go to the ER right away to been seen. I waited for 6 hours and finally got told the gynaecologist is gonna call me tomorrow and well today is tomorrow and she let me know I need a D&C. Okay cool no problem. Then she let me know that I have to be put under. I tried asking if I have any other options and she said probably not but I can talk to the anesthesiologist before if I have any questions or concerns. I've been researching all day about it. I'm SAHM and I'm solo parenting as my husband is away at work he got his wallet stolen and messed up his tire on his car he's been trying to find a replacement since last week but it's a small city so he just has to wait it out for the part to come in and he can't fly without his ID. I got a baby sitter but just sucks that I have to do the bed time routine with my kids when I just want to rest. I know this sounds dramatic but I hope I come out okay and have no complications with being put under. This my first time and I have an extreme phobia of passing out and or dozing off. I have sleeping problems due to my fear of dozing off. I'm going to rely this to the doctors tomorrow. I'm really hoping I can get epidural or something. I'm just so fcking scared :-(   
Can't even smoke a j to chill as it's highly recommended not to 

Tostados that look good but were awful 

I have surgery tomorrow and I'm scared :-(