My mom has entered the dying stage

Just two weeks ago my mom was laughing and talking and now she’s not. She’s made a turn for the worst. This disease is slowly killing her. She stopped eating and drinking water and she has trouble swallowing so the nurse says she’s in the dying stage. I cannot believe this happening. This is so surreal. I never thought this would happen so soon I thought we would I would get longer with her. I just don’t know.

I’ve been reading a lot on grief and how it never leaves you and it could change a person. I believe that’s going to happen because I love my mom more than anything. She’s my best friend. She’s my ride or die. I will miss her so much.

We would sit around and watch TV we would have favorite shows 90 day fiancé, 1000 pound sisters, Baylen out loud & Jersey shore family vacation, that would be our thing just to watch shows together.