Emotional issues due to parental problem

So am from a abusive household makkale ...ipo intha visiyam epdilam laam human connection ah affect pannuthunu therinjukanum. Na enkitta note panna oru visiyam ..yaarachum enkooda close aana i started to panic and i dont avoid em but just wish em to leave me. Ennaku entha human connection um venam nu thonum. En ipdi ennaku.?? Intha maari ungaluku iruntha share karo . Therinjupom