We never technically dated but I knew her since 2018 to 2021 and loved her beauty , charisma and personality and wits. fuck the august 2021 criminal, I hate this guy.

I will never forgive myself for failing her. I will never forgive myself for fumbling it with her and I will never compensate for the loss, simply because other girls are just not it, they are worse, less attractive, less intelligent, less charismatic, worse personality. I know this because after her I talked to and was rejected by about 50 girls as I was trying to move on. Fuck the august 2021 incident, fuck the man who committed the terrible crime on that day that ruined everything for us and fuck her new boyfriend and fuck everyone. She had no hindrances. She had no drawbacks. people who tell me to move on don't understand that people move on when they are given a reason to move on or a prospect of someone better in their life. first of all she has never given me a reason to move on from her because people move one from people only when those people fail them. maybe some should say that the fact that she doesn't love me is a good enough reason but for me it isn't because I gave her the reason to never love me but she never gave me the reason to stop loving her.