Open Marriage

I'm in my 30s F what do you all think about having an open marriage?

I'm a line cook for many years I wake up just to cook and go home to sleep for the past 6 years and it made a toll on our marriage.

Inaamin ko i was not the same person as before bumaba IQ ko dahil wala na akong dinevelop na skill. Hindi ko na naalagaan sarili ko for a long time and this is the 1st time I truly felt ugly kasi kahit nakakakuha ako ng attention ng ibang lalaki sya na yata hindi attracted sakin.

Adhd kaya kalat hundi ko maorganize bahay at buhay ko and my husband got a tired to my bad financial decisions. He is always the one fixing and it took a toll.

Im hypersexual and touchy ako kaya ako lagi nag aadvance.

Hindi ko na matandaan kung kailan nawala affection nya kasi nasanay ako na ako nag aaya at lumalambing. Napansin ko nalang pag nahinto ko yung lambing I do not get anything back kahit simple kiss na nag papaalam or a hug at night.

He suggested I get it to other men. Hindi kasi sya seloso and naka focus din sya sa work nya.

I don't want to but it's affecting me nag wawala ako (secretly) nawawala ako sa focus nag seselos ako kahit hindi naman ako selosa noon.

I need to get my focus back to make money. Na distract ako kaka focus din sa kanya how to get his attention. Ithought why not kung may pupuno sa sexual and lambing side meter ko baka maka perform ako better.

Please give me insight on this... Nababaliw nako.