23 F "cheated" on husband

I have a husband who is okay with sharing but he wants it done in a way he doesn't know until after its done. He says it feels more like cheating. Ive always been one to show off my body to other guys but never played around. I won't lie the idea of cheating without consequence did excite me because honestly I had considered it before and almost did. I usually walk around in a biking during summer and one of my neighbors is a widower who I take pity on. I often stop by and offer warm female friendship but after my husband allowed me to play I decided to step it up a notch. I went to his house like usual and after a while of talking he mentioned how he's starting to miss intimacy, so I leaned in close looked him the eye and asked if I could make him feel happy for a moment. He agreed after some convincing. I decided to get on my knees and take him in my mouth. He was decently endowed and was hard to take all the way but I eventually got him all the way down. It didn't take but 3 minutes or so before he came in my mouth. I saved the load in my mouth and walked the few houses down between my house and his and I found my husband in the kitchen and walked over to him and let the cum out into my tits for him.