losing the curves after weight loss

Finally achieved my goal weight this week after losing about 12lbs since the beginning of April.
However I’m not as thrilled as I thought I’d be. Didn’t see a huge difference and I felt like I might have lost a lot of fat on my butt and boobs so ended up less hourglass shaped?
Idk if it’s body dysmorphia and honestly unsure if I can maintain this weight. Been through a loss of a really important family member and I’m really not sure how to cope with this rather than comfort food.