time to be honest

my first 16 hours without 7oh were excruciating.. i even tried one of the pseudo pills my roommate gets but it didn’t touch me .. idk if is bc i done half of a sub or what.. hours go by and i was finally able to get 2 1/2 hours of shitty sleep and woke up feeling a lot better.. still felt like complete ass but better considering where i was at.. well i get it the shower to help the aches and my sister so happens to call me and i tell her what im going through.. she offers me 2 fentanyl patches and a few gabapentin and a 1mg klonopin.. i drive like hell to get there and i ate 3 gabapentin and the klonopin and chewed on a piece of the fent patch and by the time i got home i felt like a million bucks.. did i reset myself by chance?? in my head i could use these to push me through and hopefully by the next day the 7oh will have left my body more.. i just woke up from like a 5hr nap and the thing i have is a busting headache