Truth and Alignment

I want to write about the ideas that have changed as I moved from continuous repeated failure to retain (and failure in everything) into effortless continence and what that actually means.

1. I thought I was an individual separate from the whole. I thought I was conquering the universe. I thought SR was a cheat code that would lead to a better life.

2. I thought this life was material, scientific, and chaotic. (And that God was a dumb gay idea)

3. I thought "a better life" meant getting slurped by French models 24/7 and having more money than my peers.

What I learned was that I'm not separate at all. I'm an individual perspective of a Holy Whole. Like a small branch on a really big tree. I could focus on producing my own fruit all day but it didn't matter because the fruit I was trying to produce wasn't the same type of fruit as the tree of which I'm only a small part.

I learned that life APPEARS as material and scientific and material but these are all material representations of much greater ideas of mind. Mentality is everything. Every outcome is from an action and every action is from a thought. When I aligned my thoughts with the will of the big tree, then my actions began bearing fruit. (Dumping seeds out for no reason isn't the will of the big tree). And this required acknowledging that I MIGHT BE WRONG ABOUT EVERYTHING so that I can let go of everything. When I let go of all of the preconceptions, it made space for true ideas and notions to flood the mind. With truth in mind, actions began bearing fruit.

I learned that denying French models the dick feels better than giving it to them. I learned that being in a state of aroused activity with the opposite sex is like a dance that can last forever. They need to be desired and we love yo desire them. The more energy we have, the more intense that desire will be and they can't get enough of it. I'm not talking about lust, although it can look like that. If we're made in the image of God and we all love big fat titties, what does that say about God? Releasing the shame around desiring female attention was profoundly vital to eradicating lust from the mind.

I learned this excited aroused dance with women is the same energy that empowers us to solve problems. Business is solving problems. It's all imagination. Giving a woman a good life, making her feel loved, covering her in luxury and giving her safe children is the greatest motivator in the universe.

Or maybe I'm retarded. Idk. But I enjoyed writing this. Thank you brethren. ❤️‍🔥