My side of the story

So hello everyone buddy this side I'm active on reddit since mid of may and was inactive in june for 2 weeks. So why am I here? and why this post?

So, I have been interacting with people online here and it was going all good till today or u can say yesterday. So u all have found some post pointing out at me that I'm a stalker and block me. Well I have no issue with all that but here is my side of story.

I generally interact in two moods here one is in fun and childish and second extremely serious and due to some reasons I was just in fun mood since yesterday because I only find happiness online (real life is just colourless). I came across one girl yesterday about 3 of her posts in my feed and we interacted in 2 of them. And after a while she was irritating me but it was all good but after sometime she asked my age and told me her fake age but the point is that her third post was about her birthday so i told her real age and about birthday and she reacted in a weird manner and asked me that have I seen her post?

I told her that ki yes I have and now it is deleted and I also told her that even if it is deleted anyone can see that and other posts or comment too. She was scared after that so I told her that it's not a big deal. I was using OSINT and it is not harmful in any way if you think properly. I also said sorry to her multiple times. Then she told me she will post about this and I said okay go on. She made a post and I was replying to comments there but not stalking anyone again but there was one guy who told me that u can when I asked him so just that person. But there was a comment of another girl whom with I interacted before and she commented something which didn't made me angry but if you know how generally I'm just if YOU have idea about me so why thinking something wrong even without knowing about my story and the first girl was fine after all that.

what happened next I interacted with this girl and she told me too message me in dm. So I did and we talked about that topic like how I did that and she told me she already knows how to do that so I asked her that which one she uses and just some more convo and I revealed that I also stalked her recent comments after that comment on that post. And she didn't seems to be going angry about that but was calm at that time.

After about 10-20 minutes she posted about me and asked everyone to block me because I'm stalking everyone. So, first thing I only did it today and just with 2-4 people and one of them was who asked me to do that and two was these girls who made the posts and one was one of my recent friends and I also told her that it is okay and told her everything she knows about my behaviour very well so she has no problem with that.

so know let me tell you that you don't even know who is checking your hidden posts or comments right now. I was the one who revealed that I did because I don't want anyone to overthink about it because mental peace is much important. I have faced anxiety and depression and panic attacks multiple times and even now but just to get rid of all that or to avoid that I'm here and I was also thinking to leave this place and now I have a reason too because people here too started hating me.

Byee everyone. Take Care. Be Happy