why do some people think that being toxic makes you cool and superior

like genuinely if you 5-0ed me and just you say gg or just not say anything at all i would feel better than if i 4-0ed someone and fumble on the last round and they just spam ez and emote on my body. even when on a bad day you shouldn't make others sad too and when i am on a bad day i haven't remember a single moment where i become toxic for no reason.