wondering if I'd give it a go

so I was wondering what it would be like to become pregnant from a casual encounter—the uncertainty of not knowing who the father is, and the idea of carrying a child from a one-time experience. I realize it’s not a typical thought, but it can feel surprisingly intense, especially when I’m alone and more aware of my body. At 19, I’ve been experiencing this ongoing pull toward something different or more meaningful, and it doesn’t seem to fade. It makes me wonder if others ever feel the same way, or if it’s just me.