I am unstable and can't keep the job

I am in trouble currently I work and I am tired of my job. It's my fault but I don't like it that much but sometimes I do . I am tired very time I feel like I want to work less instead I applied few jobs for few hours and days which I will be fine. I hate waking up at certain times but I feel like I am useless because I don't like working a lot but just a little bit for some freedom and time for myself to do what I love and freedom to live my life to socialize, do things that makes me happy and live life instead of survival mode and being strong for self without support system. It drives me nuts that I am tired of working without doing things I love . I don't have time to do hobbies it just work it tires me out. I can't be this way forever it makes me not want to work and just maybe find job that better for me.