am i crazy or just jealous

me and my boyfriend (we’re both dudes) were playing roblox last night, it was cool at first but as soon as other people started getting involved he just kinda stopped caring so much about me. he connects with people more online i think because he’s shy, but there were so many things he said that were either hypocritical when talking to me directly or like jokes that were just kinda weird considering we were dating when talking to the other people?????

sprinkle it on with me constantly telling him to get to bed and him ignoring me until i had to fake falling asleep at my desk in which he kept playing with the randos still making questionable jokes and after the round finished he hopped off and didn’t text me. i had to text HIM that i had “fallen asleep”

im the masculine one in our relationship so im wondering if i coulda been more forceful or interject better or be funnier or something but im not sure. we have great experiences a lot but tonight sucked ass