I need help

Hi, im 19 fm, turning 20 in a month, but i have a problem with drinking, its vodka i only drink and occasionally beers or sweeter drinks, it's gotten bad, i did 76 days sober two months ago on may 26th, i started drinking on my 77th day, i was pressured into drinking and i gave in, since then i have been drinking heavily, i did take a 6 day break since, then again 4 days during june, and 2 day this month on the 8th i was hungover and on the 9th i started again and haven't stopped since, i wanna say i blacked out a total of 7 days this month, but the others i cant remember, im worried now, im currently have been drinking all day, til 4am and still am, slowly though but that doesn't make a difference i think, im scared, during those 2 months what scared me was i suffered through alcohol hallucinosis that lasted 5 days i heard voices that sounded in 8d audio sounds, conversations/arguments i heard in the past and music.

Im here to ask for advice, what is there i can do as not to suffer through that again? Unless there isn't a way then should i send myself to detox? Im worried for myself, i never intended to drink for this long yet here i am, im disappointed in myself and feel guilty for what i had put my family and friends through, any advice would be amazing, thank you if your reading this.