Guide for cse gate

So let me explain my situation i am cse(iot) student currently taking admission on btech collage year2026 first year, my collage is one of worst kind ,it has recently opend like in 2018 and is situated in small town of bihar, the availability from my home town to my collage sucks , i really don't like this collage but my jee rank is 437000 which is worst that my collage so i am thinking about starting preparation of gate cse but i have little to non information about what to do and where to start my preperarion or which online batch should i buy. ( i was looking for gate cse preparation so i went to physics wallah batch and few minutes later pw counceler called me saking if i was looking for guidance regarding gate, so i tried to get information about cse gate but honestly i felt like he just wanted to make me buy pw gate batch , so i came to reddit) so i wanted a reality check about cse gate preparation if it is possilbe for me or not , and can anybody please tell me the toughness level of cse gate and guide me throught the whole. In my mind there is currently one thought which is making me sick i am very uncomfortable with this descision but i am still going throught with it and that is , just take admission in this collage and prepare for gate from firdt year , only study and taking classes and developing skills and preparing for gate cs , my collage is far below in terms of worst , i had pictured and great campus life when i was preparibg for jee but here i am now. I won't say i am a brellient student and good at studying but preparing for gate is the only option i can see, my collage is very isolated from city area , i have to tucke in my collage and its hostle for 4 years till i graduate and pass in gate so i can go for higher studies and and take admission in better collage in mtech.

My regret is that i am about to take admission in my collage and am already thinking it as a jail and start thinking mtech as my way out, btw my collage is gce vaisali near patna in bihar, is my way of thinking wrong and please do guide in about cse gate , i am cse (IOT) student and my collage placemnts is none and am in this collage for btech degree because i have no othe choice