Kasoor Kiska Tha?

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Usse khauf tha...

Kahin woh uske saath na-insaafi na kar baithe. Kahin uski nayi zindagi, Mere guzre hue lamhon ki parchhai se maili na ho jaaye.

Aur main...

Main bas ek hi sawaal mein Barson se qaid hoon—

Kasoor aakhir tha kis ka?

Kya gunaah sirf Ek naya ta'alluq banana hota hai?

Ya kisi purani mohabbat ko Roz... Har mulaqat mein... Har qurbat mein... Thoda-thoda dafn karna bhi Utna hi bada jurm hota hai?

Jab usse jaana tha... Woh har baar laut aaya.

Kabhi meri dehleez tak, Kabhi meri duaon tak, Kabhi meri baahon tak...

Aur har dafa Mere dil ka ek hissa Apne saath le gaya.

Ajeeb hai na...

Mujhe chhodne ki himmat Usne kabhi ek hi din mein na ki.

Magar mujhe todne ka silsila... Kabhi ruka hi nahi.

Aaj usse fikr hai Kahin woh us ladki ke saath galat na kar de.

Magar...

Mere hisse ki na-insaafi ka hisaab Kaun likhega?

Jo shakhs Do saal tak meri duniya tha, Wahi chand dinon mein Kisi aur ka mustaqbil ban gaya.

Toh batao...

Us safar mein Mera kya tha?

Meri wafa... Meri umeedein... Meri duayein... Mera intezaar...

In sab ka janaza Kisne uthaya?

Log kehte hain, Bewafai sirf jism se hoti hai.

Par meri rooh poochti hai...

Jab dil kisi aur ki taraf rawana ho chuka ho, Aur tasalli ab bhi Kisi teesre se li ja rahi ho...

Toh bewafai Wahin se shuru nahi hoti?

Agar rukna hi nahi tha...

Toh har baar Meri taraf palat kar kyun dekha?

Agar mohabbat mar chuki thi...

Toh meri dhadkanon mein Apni aahat kyun chhodte rahe?

Aur agar aaj Tumhe uske saath galat hone ka khauf hai...

Toh ek baar Apne zameer se bhi poochna...

Mere saath jo hua... Uska naam kya tha?

Kya meri ruswaai Kisi kitaab mein likhi hi nahi gayi?

Ya phir...

Mohabbat mein Tootne wale ka dard Kabhi gunaah maana hi nahi jaata?

Aaj bhi jawab nahi mila...

Bas itna samajh aaya hai—

Kabhi-kabhi gunaah, Kisi aur ka haath thaamna nahi hota...

Gunaah toh tab hota hai, Jab ek shakhs ko Apni aadat bana kar, Uski rooh ko Umeedon se bhar kar,

Usse yun chhod diya jaaye...

Jaise woh kabhi Tumhari zindagi ka Hissa tha hi nahi.

Aur phir...

Darr is baat ka ho Ki kahin kisi aur ke saath Na-insaafi na ho jaaye...

Mere saath jo hui... Usse phir kya naam doon?