This guy is such a good match

we’re unofficially together. I’m waiting for him to ask, he treats me like his girlfriend but hasn’t said we were so I’m not saying we’re tg, but it hasn’t been that long so it’s chill. ANYWAYS

I don’t talk much irl, and when I do I’m answering/asking questions. he‘s the opposite, he loves to talk. well I love to listen. I’m also not very reactive to anything anymore, I just kind of stand there and observe, I’m also pretty monotoned in the way I speak

he asked if I’m okay and I said “yeah, I don’t look like I’m having fun but I am, it’s just in my head” and he accepts it. the whole car ride he was singing and being goofy and I just watched and giggled. then he asked if he’s weird and I said “no no I love this.”

we went to the mall and I dragged him to ulta, then we went to the record store. then at his place we yapped for like 2 hours, mostly about michael jackson. that’s a topic I could talk about forever, and boy did I yap. then he talked about movies and his cd collection. shortly after we made out, took a nap, then went downstairs to talk to his dad.

overall great day, I’m just glad he doesn’t overthink my silence. we both have social anxiety but we’re on opposite ends. he talks a lot to fill the silence and I am the silence. but he’s okay with it

wish he’d fill me in another way JKJKJK unless. his dad said I remind him of himself, and JJ reminds him of his wife. I think that’s kind of sweet. opposites attract

ALSO something I noticed, he told me he doesn’t know anything about MJ outside of some songs and the tabloid stuff. but when we were yapping he was bringing stuff up I know he didn’t know before. he was doing his research. he doesn’t gaf about MJ but I give all the fucks and he knows it. I think it’s super sweet that he’s learning about something I like just because he wants to connect with me about it