30F, Tired of the process. Will I ever get married?

Hi, I have been seeing matches since three years and I am losing hope that i will ever get married. I almost got engaged in 2025. The guy lost his job later and moved back to India. I have an inner voice thats 90% right and critical. I tried go with the flow attitude while seeing the matches ignoring that voice and it didn’t work out great. I don’t know if I still have to trust my inner voice. My chances are already thin now. Honest advices are welcome