I’m exhausted

My partner doesn’t drink daily like a lot of alcoholics. He also takes huge breaks. It’s like whiplash. After a stressful couple weeks moving and dealing with life I felt disconnected from him. On my break at work I called him and he was so sweet. So kind, said exactly what I needed to hear and in a sincere way.

He just got home and he’s drunk. I looked at the ring cameras on the old house, he’s been drinking for 10 hours. So he was a couple beers in during our call.

I don’t think I can do this much longer:/ I’m heartbroken.