To the people who do MUN's

First of all I know that this might not be the right sub to discuss this but I want opinions.... So the thing is -----

I think the EB gave me verbal mention out of oity.. 😭😭

So guys what happened was that I was quite good at Day 1, like I asked questions and answered even though I didn't get the chance for speeches but on the 2nd day I went with total confidence about my gsl and mod speech, gsl went quite alr and then only 20 people were selected for the mod and I wasn't one of them, I lost my spirit after that the chair also pointed me out for that 😭😭, then I gave a speech for the crisis which was bad imo....... I didn't ask any verbal poi or anything the entirety of 2 days...... So now it's either my substation chits, poi chits were tooo great or the EB gave the verbal mention me out of pity...... Btw my committee consisted of 50 people and I think -7-8 people for verbal mention....