Idk what I am

I never had any relationship no gf nor bf. I get horny thinking about getting dominated by a guy but in general dating and all I can't really get into it. I want a gf but at the same time get horny thinking of getting sexual with a man. Way before I thought of gay stuff, my friend had convinced/manipulated me to get fucked by him. He was like the cool guy everyone admired so I just went with the flow and he fucked me and now I am questioning my sexuality