You guys ever feel crazy when trying to find a bot you remember, but can't?

I'm trying to find a WLW bot where char who is a popular cheerleader, I think, and in a secret relationship with user in a way that it's genuine love, not some toxic stuff. There was something implied that user is emo. The scenario was that char missed user, found her in the hallway and pulled into classroom. I thought I had it favorited and now I can't find it for the life of me. Maybe it got deleted.