37 (m4f) #East Coast NY. I feel like a roommate, my sex life feels like sex for the sake of sex.

I always thought being married meant your partner would be happy to make you feel wanted, appreciated, sexy ect ect... Turns out no lol. My wife is my best friend that's obvious, but that's kind of it. There's no sexual desire, no teasing, or playing, or exploring. Not for lack of trying either, I'm constantly complimenting her, squeezing her butt, trying to be intimate all the time. She just has no sex drive and has been honest about it. That doesn't quite change the fact I miss the intimacy and the feeling of being wanted. I find myself watching blowjob porn all the time dreaming maybe tonight I can convince her to at least do that if sex isn't on the table. So what am I looking for? I would like to find someone in a similar situation, we can complain or vent about our lives, attraction would be a must, but face pics aren't ever necessary. I like being descriptive about what I want to do and I'd like someone just as verbal. If you've read this far why not shoot me a message let's see what happens. Let's see if we can scratch our itch and get the dirty list we've both been missing.