DAE grow up in a Christian-agnostic household?

Struggling with this in my youth group atm. Everyone else has 2 Christian parents and I just feel like they're family is less "lukewarm". Like we don't say grace, and they've all been told to date Christian boys etc. it feels like we are more... Lenient shall we say

I should say I'm Christian and have been brought up Christian. My dad didn't tell us he was non religious until we figured it out/asked him. He went to church when needed, and was willing to dedicate us.

It's hard because idk if I'll meet him in heaven, and sometimes I feel like others judge me when I talk about him or family life, eg how we can choose to do an extracurricular on Sunday morning if we want (I do 1x a month). I don't know if I should only date Christians

For context I'm 16 and idk my denomination (grew up baptist now at a vineyard church due to leadership issues at old church).