18[F4M] #Online, The most non-sexual things are what turns me on

P.S: I'm a virgin

So I'm speaking from all of the shit I read in books and like, my own imagination, haven't even had my first kiss yet but I hate hateee forwardness, compliments from men are great don't get me wrong but overdoing it is just too much, and then like, I'd much more prefer that you'd kiss my neck or hold my waist with intent in your eyes and low, needy voice then order me around or be rough and straight forward.

So like, I have this fantasy, every night when I go to bed, I cover myself pretty well cause it's freezing and I imagine him slowly lifting the blanket and lying down next to me, he scoots closer and then his hands wrap around my stomach and pulls me in tighter so my back is to his chest, or when we are intimate he plays with my belly button, he kisses it and licks it, cause my stomach is pretty sensitive, or even better yet, he put few pillows to my stomach and then flips me over teasing me from the back.

I also have small tits, so instead of kissing them and licking them and getting all messy, he could just kiss me in the lips, and while we are deep and busy with that his hands come down to slightly pinch one, and when I moan he put his tounge inside and then kisses me with tongue.

Or when it's our first time, and MY first time, he lets me see him before he sees me, so I'm fully clothed, baggy white shirt I took from him and just my panties, we sit in bed and he asks me to undo his belt and helps me gently with all of it.

And when it's out there he's chuckling at my terribly obvious shocked face cause it's my first time and encourages me to touch it.

He hold my hand and then puts it on himself and he says gently "feel that? That's me" and his voice is super low and seductive.

Or, he tries to go down on me for the first time, so he lies me down and kisses me and tells me I'm gonna love it.

He separate my thighs and starts to lick and tease and I cry from pleasure and overwhelme.

Thank you for being here on my first episode of delusional, single, and socially awkward! I hope you had fun, see you next week.