I think I might have feelings for my best friend and I don’t know what to think

Hey everyone, I’m 14 and I’ve been best friends with this guy since 1st grade. We’re both 14 (he’s about 3 months younger than me).

A few weeks ago, he slept over at my place for the first time. He knows I’m gay, but he says he’s not. His dad is homophobic and he also has some worries because of his Christian beliefs, but I don’t want to assume anything about him or pressure him.

During the sleepover, I asked if we could cuddle, and he said yes. We ended up lying together on the bed with me resting on top of him, my head on his chest, my legs between his, and his arms wrapped around my back while he held me close. I was really nervous at first and my heart was racing, but he gently ran his fingers through my hair, which made me feel calm and safe, and I eventually fell asleep.

We also watched the stars together while lying on a trampoline that night. It was a really peaceful moment, and when we woke up, we were still holding each other.

Since then, whenever I think about him, my heart starts racing. I think I might actually be in love with him. I don’t know if he feels the same way or if he just sees me as his best friend.

I really don’t want to ruin our friendship because he means a lot to me. I just don’t know how to understand the situation.

What do you guys think? Has anyone been in a similar situation?

I LOVE HIM HOW CAN I GET INTO A RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM