All of my life is a frustrating shitshow for the last 6 years

First of all i theoretically have diagnosed ADHD and Asperger's syndrome if you want to get something from that please do or dont idc.

I have severe problems with my gym yourney for the past year now, the moment i've fallen from my bike two separate times and destroyed my shoulders im unable to do any pushing exercise at any good weight, i also have very bad hips and sciatica pain i know im supposed to see a physio about it but i just dont know why i love wasting time in the gym and running so much.

I also lost my job (whick i liked i think) and a paycheck at the same time because the asshole decides to not pay me and i need to send him a court notice (which is stressful)

I also love reading and playing guitar even though im not consistent at all of them because of my severe technology addiction (you know the basic package games and porn)

I just wanted to rant a little about my problems because for atleast a year now im mute and just staying put for some fucking miracle in my mind that will just turn me into someone better

Anyways i dont know what to write more, i also have such bad writing ability and reading comprehension at the ability which gives me the hippie jippes all the time.

I dont know why im writing this