Can’t stop cheating and tbh I enjoy that too. Is there anyone feeling like that?

I’m married for a year. I had social media accounts before her too and I still have fake accounts. I love chatting with other people. Sending nudes, receiving nudes from them. I don’t even sleep with her. I love her but she is not sexually attractive to me. I rather to talk girls online instead fucking her.
We fuck sometimes but idk I feel like I’m doing it for it