How could I ever build a life with someone else?

I miss everything we used to do when we first met, the person you were, the laughs we shared. I wake up with night terrors from dreams of you running away from me. I don’t know how after 11years we grew so much apart but I never stopped loving you. The things we’d argue about were so minuscule in the scheme of things. I just wish I had opened my eyes and enjoyed the small moments more. I was on top of the world I had everything a man could ask for. But I got complacent and comfortable. I would cross oceans and move mountains to have your love again. I was your everything and you still are mine. But somewhere down this road I know I have to let go…. It’s gut wrenching but you will always have a piece of my heart. I love you Brittany 😢