22 [F4M] little student slut who wants to be abused,humiliated by older creepy men for 48hrs

I'm 22 and a girl who's just from graduated university, it was always a kink of mine to have one of the older men who l'd flirt with, tease, w, let them put there hands on my hips while I went on my tiptoes to whisper in there ear to teach me a lesson for being such a little Embarassing slut using them for there money. l've always been a little tease, dads friend would come around when I was 18 and l'd walk around the house in my very very short shorts with my bra on and would love seeing there dicks hard in there pants and them staring at me, l'd love how they'd always be there waiting for me whenever I'd come back from anywhere and more than anything enjoy them knowing I'm upstairs in my bedroom when they'd be downstairs with him knowing they wanted to be in my bed and do things to me, whenever we'd go on holiday when we were younger with his work friends who he is business with l'd walk around in my slutty bikinis and be such a little slag I always wanted a older man to absolutely take advantage off me just always Been a fantasy of mine.

Idea of knowing that picture me in dirty lingeries, bikinis and outfits turns me on so much. Some fantasy’s of mine being used in a leisure centre dressed like the local nitty being made to be passed about. Then used and touched publicly somewhere else and being made to have no choice nothing turns me on more than being slut shamed really hard.

My fantasy perfect meet would be 48hrs so a weekend of being used like a sex slave without a choice. Being made to have sex with creepy older men who are obsessed and fixated with me and enjoying me and using me for dirtiest desires.

Sorry if this is vivid again it’s just a fantasy I have x