I am like 0 for 8 in my dates with different men this last year

I don’t understand and I am constantly taking hard looks in the mirror. I think I’m an attractive, nice, fun girl and I’ve gotten good feedback especially about my physical attractiveness from almost all of these guys, but they don’t really want me. To clarify I’ve had long term relationships in the past when I was younger.

I don’t need any dating advice, I feel like I’ve read at all, and I don’t think I say anything necessarily weird or off putting on these dates. What scares me is that there’s something more deep and ingrain about me that is thoroughly strange or unappealing that my family and friends are too scared to tell me.

My hair and makeup turned out weird today and it’s all I can think about. I just feel crusty and sad and alone.