7 months exclusively dating

problem/goal: falling out of love (???)

trigger warning

context: been with this guy for 7 months now. he’s the first guy i officially dated. we had some fights for a couple of times already and last last week was just something that insists me we separate ways. he’s lied to me, though it’s not a big deal, but small things matters most sabi nga nila. and di lang din naman yon yung reason, nagkapatong patong lang lahat ng mga ginawa nya.

when i insisted im tired of him alr and wanted to separate ways, he told me he’ll k*ll himself. he got fam probs and im the only thing he has.

previous attempts: i gave us another chance since im also scared he’ll do it. from then on, napansin ko namang bumabawi sya. pero something in me doesn’t feel anything anymore.

is it just normal to feel that when in a rs? what should i do?