Picked up a stranger and had sex with him 33f

33f, going through a separation with my soon to be husband right now. Honestly I just want to fuck and feel pretty and desired, finding out my husband had been cheating on me was such a blow. 

Last weekend, I went out drinking with my girlfriends, and I happened to pass a homeless man peeing in an alleyway. It was honestly very eye-opening. I was kind of grossed out but at the same time kind of turned on. It was big. It was the first real actual dick I had seen since I had been married. I wound up going home with a stranger that night, but I have been fantasizing about this guy I saw for a week. 

Last night, I was supposed to meet some people in the same area as last week, I saw a homeless guy that honestly was cute. I don’t think he’s the same one I saw last weekend, but he was standind on the corner by this intersection I was waiting at, and he looked good.

I parked, and asked if I could help him, and took him to a little burger shop and bought him some food. I’m not going to dox him or myself, but he was pretty nice and normal, he didn’t have any sores or any major red flags in his personality or his apparent physical health. He had a lot of fucked up shit happen to him with his brother, and a really bad drinking problem, and lost his ID and basically couldn’t get a bed in the shelter every night. I asked if he wanted a place to shower, and I brought him back to my apartment. My soon-to-be ex husband is staying with his brother, and I have the place alllll to myself. 

He takes a shower and cleans up.

While he was in there I realized I actually wanted to do this. So I got undressed and waited for him to come out.

Obviously he was surprised and confused and wasn’t sure what was going on, but he wanted to fuck.

We hooked up. His dick was nice! Bigger than my soon-to-be-ex-husband’s, which was honestly a relief, not big enough to hurt or be uncomfortable, but it felt good. Overall just enjoyable sex.

Felt so sexy and so freeing. I really liked a.) helping someone who’s had a rough time of it, and b.) having genuinely fun sex with someone new.

I have a doctor’s appointment scheduled for Tuesday to check for any diseases or infections. I’m not stupid lol