about an interaction with my crush today
so just 30 minutes or so ago i accidentally ran into my crush and it is taking a toll on me. i must elaborate. my crush and her 4 friends were having a sleepover. out of those four one is talking to another 'friend' of mine... the plan this evening was that we'll all sneak out together (my close friend n i in our car; and the other 'friend', one of his friends, in their car; and we were all supposed to meet at the place where the sleepover was being held). the plan was supposed to go down at abt 3. i have been talking to my crush for a while, nothing much, just shallow talks.
then i was told by my crush that the plan has been canceled and they won't sneak out. i didnt think much of it... my friend and i we thought that well sneak out on our own and hang around.
there is this popular 7/11 overnight spot nearby and everyone usually goes there because its open overnight. we first went there. we got some sandwiches and were hanging out in the seating area.
a while later i saw the others (everyone excluding my friend and i, who were in the plan) walk in. my heart sank and it broke me from inside... i couldn't show any expressions but it hurt so bad... we were excluded from the plan on purpose... my crush and her friends hanging out with the the other guys, excluding us.
this happened at around 4 ish and right now its 5:05 am and im typing this with shaky hands and tears in my eyes. my friend was shaken too, but not as hurt as me.
i don't see what i can do about this, except being sad. i rly just wanted to tell somebody this... i just can't take it brah it hurts so bad. i am 6'4" and have what ppl would say an attractive face... i don't see what i possibly could've done wrong bro... this broke me
Posted Jul 25, 2026, 11:37 PM UTC