I need help

I don’t know how to start but i will, so first things first.
I have been playing this game now for 2 years and i feel like im stuck, i don’t enjoy or anymore i mean i have 257million fame and player who played for like 2 month are already higher than me in fame.

That is the first point, second i don’t know what to do. I realy loved crafting but without premium and me being a f2p player (yes 2 years and still no premium) im just lost money again and again and again. When i see youtuber playing for a long time saying that they win experience with time and trying i feel like im always on the same step, i always do the same things.

Third the content that i have never Did but new player have :
-ava dongeon
-skip ava
-hce
-world boss
-gold chest in ava

It seem like it isn’t a big deal but it realy mater to me, i just want to discover new things, enjoy the game, have money to REALY enjoy it and that it.
So for the first time i ask for help so please help me

A random player that want to enjoy playing video game