Advice Welcome, please help.

guys, it gives me a lot of hope to see people like tucker and candace and shawn fighting for the truth, but i am having a really hard time getting my head around this. we are seeing collapse on every level right now and the people around me, even within my family seem to not care at all. I am hearing epstine refrenced like a pop culture data point and no one seems to care that we are being sold a load of crap on the ck assassination or the iran war or the fact that we just joined our military with the idgaf. yes i am worked up right now, yes i know that God is in control, and yes, i am very concerned by what i am seeing. any perspective on what to do? or on where my head could or should be at? i am just trying to get my whits about me as i roll into my 30s.