41 f regretting life choices

I have been feeling guilty for being a drug addict throughout my 20s and 30s and living a very promiscuous lifestyle. As a result of my reckless behavior I have had my kids taken away due to me not being able to give them a proper environment to live in.

I am looking for people that are open-minded and will lord judge me for who I am.

I am down to talk about anything so feel free to ask me questions about whatever.

For some background I am yet pregnant again and just looking for some distraction to keep me company while I figure out my next steps