Boyfriend of 9.5 years is moving out today and I feel numb.

It's been such a long process even getting to the point of breaking up and then we had to figure out how to split up the house that we bought together. I had to refinance to get him off the mortgage. He's taking his dog that I have been the mother off since he was a puppy. It's just been so mentally exhausting and I just want to crawl up in a ball and not talk to anyone for the next few weeks. I hate this.