I Miss My Ex but Not the Sex

I got out of my relationship a couple of months ago, and part of me is worried I won't have anyone to wear matching Christmas pajamas with this year.

I miss decorating his apartment for the holidays, cooking holiday foods for him, and making matching desserts for every holiday. I even miss the shopping sprees, walking around Ulta and getting things that I wanted. I miss getting my nails and hair done so I could look pretty for him.

What I don't miss is the sexual side of the relationship. That part was never satisfying for me.

I just want to find someone who enjoys the little relationship things like holiday traditions and shopping together but who also values a fulfilling sex life where we're both genuinely satisfied.

I mean dear gosh all I want is for someone to edge me, put me in my place, and fuck the brat out of me. I've never even had a guy cum in me and I really want to know how that feels, especially when its dripping out. I mean bend me over and fuck me on the counter or cum on my face while I make dinner for you, I'll take anything at this point.

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