I’m feeling helpless

Hey everyone.

I wrote a post called “I’ve given up on casual” and I’m starting to realize I think the situation was kinda SA. And even if it isn’t, I still feel gross and used.

I’m feeling really helpless with my life right now. Like I don’t wanna date or be with a woman again. Every woman I’m with just takes what she can and then leaves me.

I’m feeling like maybe I’ll die alone. Maybe that’s ok. I’m tired of being people’s confidantes, people’s safe places instead of being recognized as an actual person.

I’ve accepted that it’s ok if I’ll never be respected by other women. I just won’t date anymore. I’m so so tired.